we're so young we couldn't possibly fucking have "pain", pain schmain, all vain .

suction suction .
intestines twist, your piss
you'll hiss

inside,, out .
self mutilation, slit knit,
lalala we walk round,
white and gloomy and oddly shaped .

a bit repressive,
knock a dock dock,
we're a flock .

never ending; what if-
fuck, fuck - me-
is it the end is it the end is it the

no never . fucking
knock knock

who's there?
old jokes sneer at jumbled thoughts,
don't know don't know,
don't wanna hear, can't ever

fucking hear.
you'll never be near.
this white shiny shear .
it'll be dear;
so fucking clear-
i'll bear.

and you ask ask ask
won't stop, eh,
why why why
you ask me why

we do;
it's just too fucking much for you;
it's all moo.