(from terry's diary)

I touch the fire and it freezes me
I look into it and its black
Why can't i feel
My skin should crack and peel
I want the fire back

Now through the smoke she calls to me
To make my way across the flame
To save the day or maybe melt away
I guess it's all the same

So I will walk through the fire
'Cause where else can I turn
I will walk through the fire
And let it burn.


'Cause she is drawn to the fire
some people will never learn

We'll see it through its what we're always here to do
So we will walk through the fire


So one by one they turn from me
I guess my friends can't face the cold (What can't we face)
But why I froze
Not one among them knows (If we're together)
and never can be told

So one by one they come to me
the distant redness as their guide
But what they'll find
Ain't what they have in mind
It's what they have inside.

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(from Buffy the Vampire Slayer)

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for you, my dearest.