tattoo your every belief, just don't make it a random relief .

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Do You Believe?

If you believe in reincarnation,
they say babies are born in a situation,
where they remember their past lives,
for their first two years as mind archives.

If you believe in religion,
and aren’t in confusion.
Have faith if its real,
it isn’t a free meal.

if you believe in abortion,
and don’t follow traditional distortion.
Unborn babies should be killed,
Unless their life support is thrilled.

If you believe in justice,
because luck doesn’t suffice.
Don’t wait, or wait forever.
the option might be never.

If you believe in peace,
Remember our life’s lease.
it’s a one-man show,
For himself, he will flow.

if you believe in this world,
there’s a baby inside of you twirled.
It’s skeleton is crying,
its unconnected bones are dieing.

;[signed]

Printed on your Umbrella .

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My Umbrella.

under my umbrella, I’m safe, I’m protected
away from this world, before I am segregated.

on our own, nothing matters; not even what goes on in other worlds.
but, the black sheep fantasizes of being part of any of the herds.
in our known, nothing shatters because the umbrella lingers.
but, the black sheep realizes she doesn’t have any fingers.

under my umbrella, I’m better, I’m arrogant.
away from this world, before I am shunt.

I say ‘worlds’, because I don’t mess with what I don’t understand.
cause I can barely be given a hand in this known world headstand.
knock, knock, knocking on fear to leer and make me want to disappear.
shock, shock, flocking by ear, to hear and shake me haunt to appear.

under my umbrella, I’m deep, I’m hollow.
away from this world, before I am shallow.

I don’t want to be the same, but I want 'in' the game.
I don’t want to be the shame, but nor will I be tame.
I don’t want to be alone, but I can’t share anything.
and now i tie myself to try treating horrors like a fling.

under my umbrella, I’m no-one, I’m someone.
away from this world, before I am undone.
under my umbrella, I shoot myself.

;[signed]

(from terry's diary)

I touch the fire and it freezes me
I look into it and its black
Why can't i feel
My skin should crack and peel
I want the fire back

Now through the smoke she calls to me
To make my way across the flame
To save the day or maybe melt away
I guess it's all the same

So I will walk through the fire
'Cause where else can I turn
I will walk through the fire
And let it burn.


'Cause she is drawn to the fire
some people will never learn

We'll see it through its what we're always here to do
So we will walk through the fire


So one by one they turn from me
I guess my friends can't face the cold (What can't we face)
But why I froze
Not one among them knows (If we're together)
and never can be told

So one by one they come to me
the distant redness as their guide
But what they'll find
Ain't what they have in mind
It's what they have inside.

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(from Buffy the Vampire Slayer)

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for you, my dearest.

swallow your shallow .

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Away, Away.

maybe some known relationships have reached a peak, an end.
maybe the path's grown to become some sort of dramatic trend.
maybe its great to have a new go at everything all over again,
because i'm trying to let go of all the petty little things in the rain.

rain rain go away, all the children want to play.
rain rain go away, all the children live to pay.
rain rain go away, this annoyance might get a say.
rain rain go away, the weather instigates to fray .
rain rain go away, you're not going to stay anyway.

because those the times were grimes on hidden crimes,
when things were more important than poser primes!
but now we talk and the weather is not at all the same,
i guess it is all about keeping that rain train tame.

rain rain go away, droplets of emotions on a long day.
rain rain go away, we're the children who are astray.
rain rain go away, we do need that ciggerate to ray.
rain rain go away, the world has become darkened grey.
rain rain go away, don't make me wait for what may.

because we're shrinking, and time is blinking,
and every single thing that we know is sinking.
i know its my fault for not keeping in touch at all,
i show that its just about raining another phone call.

rain rain go away, whether the weather goes your way.
rain rain go away, because i'm cold enough to decay.
rain ran go away, i'm stuck in a buffet of an array lay.
rain rain go away, the unknown future is on delay.
rain rain go away, away a way to display my dismay.
i pray, i pray, rain rain go away.

;[signed]

edited.

we only want role models with self destructive intent.