Sunday, August 30, 2009

strain in my neck, must clear the deck .


(copyrighted image)

Tips off.

Its six-thirty
drug is flirty
can’t stand
la la land

the alarm just rang
nerves with a bang
that sound, creeps in
my head, din din din

its seven o’clock
minds in a lock
these ears they prance
never gives me a chance

i know, i crow
im taking it slow
i stow, i throw
disrupt the flow

its seven twenty
overcrowd plenty
these eyes flutter
these words stutter

off it goes
racing dose
now, no no
how, go go


its nine o’clock
buried in a rock
its my friend, my foe
should get up in a mo

but but smut
i'm kept shut

bore bodys in a freeze
they banned its release
this heads bopping
hiss bodys flopping

a cost. lost the way
no idea what may

its ten oh five
killing the thrive
will worry later
don’t be a fate-r

it
it
locks my might
ropes my fight
blocks my light
crashes my flight

its eleven oh nil,
made this kill
leaving the house,
they call me a louse

its ruining my insides
but taking me on rides

it’s the age for stopping
am gonna keep popping
not being the living dead
prefer the corrupted head

now now, go
would, if i could
leave, leave, go
i know, i should

twelve o’clock
disgusted shock
little too late,
devour my sate

fuck this, dazzling daze
scratching off this phase
its throwing me off, this pill
happily tipping me off the sill

and yet I await to get back to routine
but I’m radiating numb like a machine


;[signed]

Thursday, August 27, 2009

i didn't mean it .


welcome to the shell,
our own fucking personal hell .

tired, wired, uninspired .


(copyrighted image)

Scrape.

this ray of sun,
it pissed on fun.
frozen to shock,
the solid block.


no time for awake;
your bodys a shake.
nerves scrape a spin,
at the cost of any sin.

escaping the pavement;
raping every cravement.
numb desires overlooked,
this soul is overcooked.

but its breathing,
and we're teasing.

now we'll plot to hound,
a reerected revolution -
to grow it on a bound,
of some stolen solution.

;[signed]

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

use a torch, find the scorch .


(copyrighted image)

Girl hey, Happy Birthday.

baby, burn burn burn
baby, turn turn turn

happy birthday
we’re to say
happy birthday
additional dismay
happy birthday
fill your tray
happy birthday
dress array
happy birthday
too much display
happy birthday
go and pray
happy birthday
skies are gray
happy birthday
have your play
happy birthday
yes you may
happy birthday
move and sway

baby, turn turn turn
baby, burn burn burn

happy birthday
lost astray
happy birthday
time to slay
happy birthday
price to pay
happy birthday
join the fray
happy birthday
go run away
happy birthday
lost your way
happy birthday
theres no delay
happy birthday
closer to decay
happy birthday
try being allay
happy birthday
you’ll be okay
happy birthday
its only today
happy birthday
a special day

light the candles
use the handles
ice your finger
not gonna linger
blow the candles
evoked scandals
now cut the cake
feed the snake
lick the cream
fake the beam
feel superior
erase exterior
try that smile
its only a while

hey, girl
don’t hurl
screw that cliché
but, hey hey hey
happy birthday
more to yearn
burn each turn

;[signed]

blindness, narrowmindedness, yeah YOU .


by Dash Snow
go ahead,
tell me your most tabooed fantasies,
your most shamefucked affairs,
your most cannibalistic thoughts .
go ahead, tell me .

i won't bat an eye for you .

Saturday, August 22, 2009

we fall to pressure .

and that fear you feel will never relieve,
because it's the fear of life .

and life tells us to DIE DIE DIE

we're all apparently the retarded, incestous children of adam and fucking eve,
and yet you wonder how this all began .

NEIN NEIN NEIN .

an irritation .
a small scratch, unnoticed .
twitch, slightly .

a step behind you,
creeping .
weezes, lightly .

always . peering and leering .
nothing/we say .

attends, rightly .
never. flightly .

what is it ?
what is you ?
what is this you're pointing to ?

o bitch, please . snub your tease .


(copyrighted image)

Fade .

they talk
they talk
they talk
without growing
they walk
they walk
they walk
without knowing
they stalk
they stalk
they stalk
without showing
they balk
they balk
they balk
without bestowing


+

o,
they're stark, the noticable bores
they bark, just to attack in galores
bite me, get ready to be burned
yes really, the tables have turned

o,

thou, keep using your naive words
cause you'll never cross my hurds
i say this, with remorse, and regret
as you already used your best bet
go on,
you're an unworthy shade
at the brink, you're about to fade


o,
chess
bless


stuck in that frame without a name
this aim of the game is to stay tame

;[signed]

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

caged .


(copyrighted image - by Pierre B., 17 year old guy from Strasbourg)

in need of a higher wage -
kinda wish I was a mage -
would be easier to engage -
they think I need a sage -
trapped in this daym rage -
stuck on the same page -
escape from this cage -
that is my own gage .

;[signed]

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

an affair, to share .


(copyrighted image)

Episode.

//keep stirring, curtains cast close
the sunlight makes you remember
the upshot of the whack overdose
the progress of this December//

//pang of regret; blunder they say
they keep trying to find a basis why
there’s nothing to make me stay
nothing that paints time tie by//

//recollection of hopeful hoping.
they can’t know, they can’t be coping
not a dream? this episode’s extreme
aided added spice to this swell hell//

//excuses, don’t make them for me
don’t blame what i’ve had to bear
shame is the way its alleged to be
disillusionment to that grim glare//

//i never had that favorable youth
but known numbness from deception
swayed me to be the wrong uncouth
no praying prospect for an exception//

//jack up, can't justifiy my unruly mind
i should’ve existed in my own senses
it doesn’t carry weight, that i'm in a
bind
i should’ve kept wearing my lenses//

;[signed]

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

exit, for now .?/nostalgia .


by Terence Koh
bed bed bed .
dreams of martyrdom,
in my head .
fucking with my little,, head .

Monday, August 10, 2009

well screw you billy bob, we don't need a fucking god .


by Joshua Bartky
"saints used to hear them, crazed lice infested hermits in their caves and deserts ."

people playing god .
we've all seen it, been there done that .
it's the huge erect statues of uptight leaders
more erect than they ever were,
larger than life .
.. freud would be proud .

or else in rigid black dresses,
unwilling to move . stiffly
screaming silently, wrapping around your neck .
never repressive though, no, fuck no.
just helping you to the light;
the light you "don't" try to walk toward, never, forever .

and they ask you to kiss their fucking
feet, but they might as well ask you to lick their assholes .
dirt and corruption grew from their hiccups, fuck ups .
whatever, same same .
never different .
-
and with a smile on your face, you blow out your brains .
oh merciful god .

/i wouldn't have fucking done it if i fucking knew,
now would i ?

Friday, August 7, 2009

shun, shun, shun .



dolls + guns .

play with dolls .
star as a gun .
play with guns .
star as a doll .

you’re a doll with voice .
you’re a gun without a bullet .
you’re a doll by choice .
you’re a gun without a bullet .
you’re not something to rejoice .

+

you’re basking out in the bloody sun ,
with no such darkness to cover you ;
you’re too much of a coward to run -
so you stare, wondering what to do .

you walk - back straight, head held high ;
you think - they all think you’re so fly ;
you look - perfect skin, and perfect hair ;
cause it’s the only truth you can bear .

those big round glossy eyes clearly not looking ,
at what ease we can break your pretty bones .
still, you got them guys wondering what’s cooking ,
before you collapse from two thrown stones .

+

gimme a doll, gimme a gun .
lemme shoot this baby in the sun .
and you tell me it wasn’t fun .


;[signed]